Sunday, April 5, 2026

library and living

The Joseph Regenstein Library
a mound of beige concrete 
colonies choked out at eleven
by the closing bell—not sleep.
Seven years of library and living
in this hill. 

After the terrifying 
long-distance call, 
crying 
near the turnstiles,
after the slip-up,
the fifth doctor's visit
(and all the times before),
after the lonely waking 
to another barely 
discernible dawn: 
punishment, refuge, breach
the only lit, peopled place
within reach.

Smell of coffee, couches, chatter
the fifth-floor view 
of pin-thin skyscrapers  
wispy through the sun.

Sad, tough, old hill!
Will your air feel stale 
in hindsight? Or will it still,
that is, at last, make me long
for the limestone quiet? 
This honeycomb night on loop?   
These barefoot rooms of only
paper, cloth, and stone?

3 comments:

  1. I love library poems, and this is such a good one, Sthira, especially the closing lines. An apparently cold, unfeeling place that is alive and life giving.

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  2. one to the solar plexus, Sthira. And who can deny the quiet refuge and forgiveness of libraries.

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  3. I am thinking of both the libraries that we've shared (SSC and Reg) and the kinds of homes they've both been to me: messy, difficult, and yet something where you've made your space :)

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