The day we truly know
they taught us wrong
that there's no "us"
that there's no "them"
is the day we breeze
through barricades
around us and inside us
and the day we find ease
with being nobody
and being everybody.
The day we truly know
they taught us wrong
that there's no "us"
that there's no "them"
is the day we breeze
through barricades
around us and inside us
and the day we find ease
with being nobody
and being everybody.
the aunties singing bhajans
keep time on rusty knees.
Next door
the aunties playing housie
chant the winning numbers.
25 37 48
Like an incantation.
Like a prayer.
The habit of thinking in meter and rhyme
is hard to give up once April is done
The most mediocre thoughts seem sublime
when nouns and verbs into sonnets are spun
at least to the writer. It's in thinking
playing with meaning and words on the page
appearing from nothing when pen and ink
make marks that start garbled, a message
that slowly deciphered, makes more than the sense
We conjure, from chaos, the order of tense
future, past, present time's pauses and swells
Somehow the spelling transforms into spells
charms, incantations, or curses with which
A poem turns words into ways to bewitch
I did not write
about the small cat
who died this spring
because I did not know
how to speak
of the improbable brightness
of his being.
To be honest
I would rather have
shown you a picture
of him asleep in the sun
belly soft and open
with the unguardedness
of a creature
who has never known pain.
This is no parable
about keeping beautiful things safe.
To see the world only
for its wonders
a golden, blessed thing
living a golden, blessed life.
It is as it should be.
How long the night when sleep won't come, alone, in silence
I count the sins for which I must atone, in silence
My heart is like that old pond of Basho's the frog jumps in
like ice, until the ripples of a stone, in silence
The hands of the clock move without making any sound
Time passes haunted by old loves, unknown, in silence
Outside the rain makes music on the roof and the wind
blows dreams through the minds of poets who groan, in silence
Breath in, breath out, the only sound that memory makes
this offering, a song of old old bones, in silence
Orwell planted roses too when he came
home from the war, to a cottage, garden
overgrown, two ramblers, red and salmon
and three polyanthas bought for sixpence
each. My polyantha could be the same
as one he had, I'll pretend it is. When
its copper buds open, I'll summon
up his ghost, his literary presence
Read 'A Hanging' or 'A nice cup of tea'
and say to myself, 'He's just like me'.