Look, it's here, within India, just
like Jharkhand and Bihar are.
My mother's house help pulls
out India’s map on her phone
to show her landlord where
West Bengal is. The man has
been asking her to vacate the
house, fearing she could be an
infiltrator from a neighbouring country.
On my mother's altar, I look at
a printed image of goddess Kali.
Frayed, fragile, barely held by
a glass frame. My grandmother
had brought it when they re-drew
the country’s map, a possession
her mother-in-law had entrusted
her for ritual worship.
Kali, the goddess of kaal/time,
Kali, the harbinger of change,
Kali, the ruthless sovereign of destruction.
Kali, a tender mother, too,
purveyor of the universe.
I look at her warn-out image on
the altar and ponder on her citizenship.
She laughs and tells me how she morphed
into paper, and afloat the river grandma
carried in her tears, sneaked across the border.
When they asked for her papers,
she simply stuck her tongue out at them.
I look at that sharp tongue and silently
pray for my mother’s house help to acquire
Kali’s metamorphic powers.
To be, like Citizen Kali, an ace grimacer.
wow, so moving and well written .. hope she gets her way
ReplyDeleteFor now, she gets to stay where she was, Charu. The mysterious ways in which the universe works. Thank you. :)
DeleteThere is so much I love about this poem, "warn-out" and "ace grimacer" being the top favourites.
ReplyDeleteThank you so much, Gangotryi. :-)
DeleteVery moving and powerful at the same time. I like the way you've brought Kali sticking her tongue out and Citizen Kali to the everyday prayer. Thank you for this. I do hope things work out for her.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Geethanjali. For now, things have worked out for her. Fingers crossed. :-)
DeleteSo full, so intense,so much movement
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for stopping to read and comment, Gitanjali. :-)
DeleteCitizen Kali the ace grimacer :D Such an egalitarian owning of powerful symbols, Bhaswati! An entire revolution right here. I love it.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Giti. This poem quite mysteriously moved in Kali's direction after I began it; I hadn't thought of it in this way, but am I glad she entered this discourse!
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