Homecoming wears a new colour every time.
It's my second morning home.
A tree, red with flowers, leafless, teases me.
When I step into the park, a redder floor maps
my unsure landing.
Waxy petals of semal curl out with a brazen
assuredness that crows on the tree echo.
The red flower bed arrests movement.
Knowing its tenure is short lived,
spring turns into a compulsive host.
I’ve looked at this park for forty years.
Yet this crimson canopy appears new.
The eye is a known trickster.
This isn't the red-carpet welcome I'd expected.
On the television, I watch spring in the West Bank.
It’s unmistakably red, like mine.
A river, scarlet, warm, always fresh, smelling of iron,
bursts off the skins of unfed dogs, day-old babies,
mothers in wait.
This red is an unnatural disease, an excess
brought on by airstrikes that fall off the sky
like berserk confetti.
In his smelly clothes, a young man stands before
his parents' corpses and bawls his lungs out.
For more than forty years, his mother had looked
at this land, its watermelon tears, its bitter-lemon sweat,
its devastating holiness.
Here, homecoming has forever been
this single hungry amaranthine shade.
Looking at the young man through
the odourless safety of the TV screen,
I wonder if this was the red-carpet
he'd expected his parents to congeal into.
The stuff of the first verse I know so well, the analogy you work out in the second was such a hard-hitting unsurprising surprise.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Anannya. Watching Al Jazeera while writing a poem can lead one to such transitions (sigh).
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